Tuesday, October 23, 2012

Once a lightweight, always a lightweight...

Ughhhhh.. That is the sound I made as I got up this morning and felt the unexpected pounding inside my head. Sometimes I can drink several shots and dance all night and other times (like last night) I will drink a few beers and become that drunk girl who runs into a parked car and crumbles to the ground in defeat....on a Monday night.
My friend who I met in grade school was in town (he lives in New York now and is some kind of neuro-scientist ) and we wanted to catch up before he left. He's an awesome, smart, interesting person. He's probably the smartest person I know. Sometimes I wonder if there is something between us (below the surface) but then I realize I could never feel that way about him, he's been my friend for 20 years and I just care about him as a friend and that will never change on my end. I guess we always see each other when we are both just out of relationships and there is always that "what if," thing residing between us. I guess I should have kept my flirting to a minimum because at one point, he kissed me. It was a long, soft, sexy kiss and it lasted about 5 minutes...Oh sorry, I just had to stop myself from laughing because Alejandro's heart probably just sank a little...don't ever say that you can't be caught off guard SeƱor... (see, I can be funny too ;). Just to clarify, we did not kiss, that was my little blog joke. You guys probably all thought, damn, Alejandro and Julian are enough, get your shit together girl and stop kissing all these boys! Hehe, just kidding.
I ended up going on and on about Alejandro to him (which I could tell was getting on his nerves at one point) but I also gave him the opportunity to gush about his new girlfriend. I ended up getting drunk off of a few beers and going home and talking to Alejandro online. I went to sleep happy.

Oh also...I got into the Chicago class!!! I start in November, yayyyyy!!! I'm really excited. I can't wait to actually be doing something again. My life is getting back on track again. I have a lot of work to do for the course beforehand and once the course starts it will be extremely intensive. 9-5 at the school and then 3 more hours of work at home, but I don't care. I will do it all very happily because I know that once I'm done, doors will swing open for me. I'm definitely ready for that :)
I know it isn't September anymore, and actually September kind of was a rough month but I like this song, it puts me in a good mood so here ya go ;)

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