Fuck

I'm single now. Breaking up with Julian was the hardest thing I've ever done. He said that I would regret it, maybe I will. I cried so much I threw up and now I'm laying here with no one to talk to because none of my friends can fucking pick up their phones and I feel more alone than I ever have in my life. Also doesn't help to see that Alejandro didn't write me back last night. Ugh. This is probably one of the top 3 worst feelings in life. I never want to go through this again. I really hope I never have to ;(